ALHAMDULILLAH~ first of all mmg aku sgt bersyukur sbb aku finally n officially a 4th year medical student..aku da cte kn yg aku fail 2 posting b4 this..jkm n surgery..so time org len cuti 2 bulan aku lak kne reseat blk 2 posting tu..agak membebankn n sgt pressure..bkn sbb susah ke ape..tp sbb dlm pale aku xpnah ilang pkir psl "kalo fail lg means xleh nek thn"..huhu
FORTUNATELY i gain sooo many things during my reseat time..seriously..b4 this mase posting jkm mmg aku xenjoy lgsg..sbb aku xmnat! so ble nk exam pn aku revise cmtu2 je..tp ble reseat nie bru aku phm byk bende..bru aku tau cmne nk bce nota2 yg terbengkalai tu..hahaha..biase la aku kalo da xmnat tu mmg xmnat btol..so time reseat nie mmg aku berusaha bkn utk minat tp cukup la sekadar x mengabaikn posting nie..hee..hasilny time exam aku leh laa jwb soklan2 tu n ade la idea nk menggoreng sedap2..haha..then surgery mmg best!! aku mmg ske surgery sbena ny..tp aku kne reseat sbb time theory sumthing happened ngan pale otak aku nie n aku get confused in almost all the emi questions..then tmbah lak ngan ade few topics yg aku x cover soo terima la padah ny ye..haha padan muka!! tp time exam reseat for surgery aritu mmg aku enjoy sgt jwb soklan..everything seems so simple..rase sng je..ooops bkn nk blagak or bangga dri ekh..it jz to show how different i felt after jwb exam time reseat nie compare to time exam first dlu tu..mmg lain..kalo dlu mmg serabut n sedar betapa byk ny soklan yg aku xtau..but now i relieved..kuar tmpt exam senyum jerrr..hehe
Alhamdulillah everything goes well..aku LULUS n eligible to continue my study as a 4th year medical student..thank you ALLAH for answering my prayers~ tapiii pd mase same aku sgt sedey n terkilan sbb aku xleh share perasaan nie ngan beberapa kwn aku yg xbrjaya nek thn..rase ralat sgt..aku tau diorg sume da berusaha..tapi ALLAH maha tahu..mungkin DIA ade rancangan yg lbh baik utk diorg sume..mungkin aku xbtol2 phm pe yg diorg rase sbb aku xberada ditmpt diorg so pe yg mampu aku wat is doakn diorg supaya diorg sume kuat semangat n leh terus berusaha wat yg terbaik..sayang korg sume~
hmm 6/6 nie da start life bru..my fes posting is psychiatry..will follow by triad >> peads >> ortho..hve no idea at all nk start kt mane..so aku amek keputusan utk rehatkn dri sepuas2 ny dlu supaya nnt aku lbh fresh n bersmangat..ive learn a lesson from my previous year..i wont let this happen again..kalo ko sendri usaha xbyk jgn harap nk mntk byk2 dri ALLAH..so sile amik pengajaran..nothing is easy in this world..no pain no gain..result ko kt indon dlu tu xde mende pn!! repeat..it is NOTHING!!! learn not only to pass the exam but to be a safe doctor in the future..bare in mind ye chiechie!
okeyy ckup la membebel mlm2 nie..smbg nnt2 pulak..adios amigos~
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