"i am okey"

i thought i will be just fine but no i am not!!
why? why me?? i am totally not okeyy!
all the smiles..the laughter..the word saying 'aku okey'
it is all fake!
my heart burning inside
my eyes cant stop crying
my mind always thinking

urghhhhh i cant take this dear ALLAH
astaghfirullahalazim~
tabahkn hati..kuatkan semangat