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first of all..NOT ME!!my aunt..or i usually call her acu..she is getting married on 30th May 2009..so dats y i've to go back to indonesia on 31st..act nk blk awal lg..heh..last weekend me blk kampung wif my mom, acu n my other aunt..dad n brothers xikut..nk siap2kn umah for da kenduri nnt..excited!!hehehe..1st night kt sane kitorg da g shopping..abes about rm1000 la..bli tv..kipas..cattle..ape2 lg ntah..ble da sume pmpuan mmg cmtu la..xde laki nk suro stop..sume suke2 ati msk brg dlm troly..haha..abes shopping sume kelaparan..bli la nasi n kuewtiaw goreng kt satu kedai nie..mine kuewtiaw goreng..sedap!!then sambil mkn kt umah smbil la tgk tv yg bru bli tu..hehe..then mak call along tanye da mkn lom sume..call adk jugak tanye..pastu adk ckp abah xde kt umah..laa mane pulak abah..xkn g ronggeng ngan pmpuan lain pulak (mntang2 la last post i wrote about my jiran yg nk kawen dua..so my mind pn asyik pkir buruk je..xbaik tau) hee..then adk explain ckp abah blk kampung..huh??..abah xckp pn nk blk kampung mlm tu..my adk pn ape lg "adk rase abah nk wat surprise la kt mak..tu yg saje xbgtau mak tu"..i was like..surprise?? sweetnye abah..da la mlm..kne drive sorg2 from putrajaya to perak lak tu..huhu..mak pn ape lg excited tggu abah smpai..siap bkk kn pintu sume da padahal jauh lg..hehe..klakar la..i was suddenly think dat..best ny mom n dad still can maintain their marriage for like 25 years..hope it will be forever..amin..okey close case bout dat romantic nite..hehe..da nx day me woke up kne kerah cat umah..waawawa..penat tahu!tp xpela acu punye psl..nnt leh paw bju kurung die byk2..ngeh3..dat nite kitorg cbuk kn diri pulak siapkn buah tgn nk bg to all tetamu mase kenduri tu nnt..pe ekh org pggl..ntahla..blasah jela buah tgn..haha..ade potpuri (xtau la btol x eja nie)..ade sweets..ade kipas..byk jugak la in one goody bag..berbaloi kalo dtg..jemputla ye..haha..da sibuk2 tlg prepare for da wedding my mind mule la merayap..think bout my future wedding..nk wt cmne ekh..theme color??hantaran??pelamin??baju??hahaha..excited!!tp lmbt lg kot..we'll se..*wink*..heh..ermm so i think dats all for now..nk smbg dreaming for my wedding..HAH..xdeape..till then..tata~~

*few days in Malaysia*

so i've been about a week kot in my home-sweet-home..hee..tdo lyke hell..watching astro almost a day everyday..gle huh..watever..neway i already wrote what i've done in my 1st day ryte..yg pnjg lebar tu..yg dyana said im a step 4ward of becoming a lady tu..what a complement..hahaha..xdeape..2nd day me da start mengactivekn diri dgn activity2 social kt cni..yeahh rite..xdepape pn..jz joined da family day which my dad paly the role as the pengerusi..i played bowling!!~sgt lame da xmen..kt indon nk men kne g bandung..jauh tahu..mls..hehe..eventho da lame xmen tp xpela since my dad da put on my name kan..i played in category 'individu wanita'..ade 9 or 11 players..not remember la..guess what??after played 3 set straight..i won 2nd place..hehe..dpt piala yg smart plus a very big hamper..kenyang la nk wt mkn semggu..haha..tp my points sgtla sket..skills da ilang maa~huhu..here my result..

1st set: 119 pins
2nd set: 82 pins <lowest points i got ever..shame on me..huhu>
3rd set: 145 pins

ermm so thats all da result..xkesah pn mng ke kalah..sje2 nk men..1st time msk tournament bowling tau..tp family day punye jela..hahaha..hmm one day me borak2 wif my mom n acu..mom told me that my neighbour's daughter ade dis one penyakit..mom describe:~
"ank mkcik Zah (bkn name sbenar) yg 2nd tu skt..sian die..berat die da trun sgt da..tggl 31kg je..pstu kt muke die ade merah2 start kt idung pastu kt pipi..die xleh kne cahaya matahari nnt lg teruk..pastu kencing die pn de mslh..mkcik Zah ckp mule2 tu ank die mls sgt..suro wat pape pn lmbt je..pastu trus bwk jmpe doc tanye nape.."
after heard that..i only can think about SLE..systemic lupus erythromatosus..hypersensetivity type 3..
definition: an untoimmune disease where cells, tissues n organs undergo damage due to autoantibody n immune complex deposition
the day after tomorrow my mom ask my neighbour about the name of the disease that her daughter suffered from n the answer was SLE..so i know my diagnosis is true..ala tu pn sbb bru blaja..haha..im sorry for her..i really am..plus i heard my mom said that her father nk kawen lagi..WHAT??anak kau skt n kau ade hati nk kawen lain pulak..suami n ayah jenis ape nie..oh my GOD..dasar lelaki..huhu..watever..me xnk msk cmpur urusan rumah tnagga org lain..but i'll pray for good things to be happen..God is great..God always know whats best..
heyy kamu lelaki..remember this:

"its okey to let yourself be happy..because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be"

so i hope the happiness of having 2nd wife will run fast till u cant even breath with it!!
haish terEMO pulak..hahaha..okey2..im cool..neway time to go..till then~~