11/4/2011 --> maka result sem II pn kuar..aku tggu dri kol 4.30 ptg but then result come out at 7pm..lame kn aku tggu..punye la smgt nk tgk result n nk tgk sndri punye psl..xnk org len tgkkn..xpuas okeyy! result hmmm..sem I dlu aku da fail JKM..so utk sem II nie aku leh fail at least 1 posting je..kalo x mmg xnek 4th year laa aku..tp of course laa kalo boley aku xnk fail pape lg da..huhu..first thing yg aku tgk ble abang tu tampal result is aku kne repeat year ke x??? berkeliaran mata aku cri no matric aku..TAKDE!! Alhamdulillah..time tu mmg aku da relief sbb tu laa bende yg plg aku tkt time tu..
then aku carik lg no matric aku..cari punye cari last2 bru jmpe..no aku lastttt skali..ade 2 kod..so makne ny aku ade fail lg 1 antara surgery or OnG slain jkm yg aku smemang ny da fail tu..tgk kode kursus FFFF3128 aka surgery!! huhu..so makne ny aku kne reseat 2 paper which is surgery n jkm..sdey mmg sdey..mane de medical student yg nk fail..tp nk wat cmne..rezeki masing2..aku sgt bersyukur time nie sbb aku dpt 2nd chance utk tambah sume yg kurang..utk betulkn mane yg slh..utk baiki sume yg perlu n semestiny utk jd yg lbey baik..
btw dua2 posting yg aku kne reseat nie mmg rare..rare mksud ny org lain lg rmai fail posting yg lg ssh compare to 2 posting nie..haha sengal kn..tp alhamdulillah sbb dua2 posting nie xberat sgt..so xdela mmbebankan aku sgt..tu yg mmbuatkn aku cool sket kot..ade gak aku pkir nape la kne fail jgk surgery tu..org len leh je lulus..huhuhu..tp aku de teringt after abes paper theory surgery *teruk gak aku wat paper tu* aku de ckp cmni "kalo la aku leh ulang blk wat paper tu msti aku akn jwb btol"..hmm mmg aku ade terdetik ckp cmni..so paham2 la kan..hehe..
aku redha je..pasrah abes da nie..nanges tu xyah ckp la..MESTI! ape yg pasti aku kne focus btol2 time reseat..aku kne pastikn yg aku akn nek 4th year ngan kwn2 aku yg da berjaya tu..aku doa sgt2 supaya aku kuat n xcpt putus asa..aku da usaha..aku xmen2 okey..aku xpnah men2 ble blajar..nie cita2 aku..nie impian aku..nie harapan mak ayah aku..aku cuma harap org2 sekeliling aku yg dkt ngan aku yg tau ssh sng aku blaja medic nie phm ape yg aku rase..bg smgt pd aku..n doakn yg terbaik utk aku..tu je..xbyk kn aku mntak..hee
so dikesempatan nie aku nk wish CONGRATULATIONS to my love one Ahmad Muhaymin b Mohd Othman sbb lulus sume posting!!! u deserve it..fine org kalah dis year..kasik can dlu..hee..thnx for comforting me..always there to be my listener..support me n never let me feel alone..really appreciate n love u so much syg..doakn ill be joining u msk 4th year tauuu <3
okeyy la..ckup la tu mlm nie..xlarat da nk merepek..haha..skang nie aku xtau nk watpe..jadual utk reseat xde lg so hmmm..papejela..tdo lg bgus..nite2 :))
Monday, April 11, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
post exam ;P
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...lame da rase ny aku x merapu kt blog nie..byk nk ngadu tp mls nk tls..huhu..so currently aku bru je abes final exam 3rd year..biase la ade yg susah ade yg senang..1st paper aku theory surgery..ade 20 soklan OBA, 10 soklan EMI n 5 soklan KFQ..OBA cm biase la..soklan sng ke ssh ke ttp xkn tau mane stu jwpn yg btol..doctor yg wat soklan tu je yg tau..so aku jwb jela based on ape yg aku bce..boley la kot but stil ade yg xtau siap tau da yg mane yg salah..hohoho..soklan EMI sgt confusing..xmustahil kalo aku jz btol 2-3 soklan je..ssh okeyy n otak aku pn da xleh nk bezakn soklan2 yg hampir same je sume ny tu..huhuhu..then KFQ okey laa..boley la wat but still ade soklan yg aku xtau diagnosis..so ble da xtau diagnosis tu cmne nk tau investigation management sume???
hmmmm..nx paper aku theory OnG..better than surgery..soklan die agak sng..tp xtau la jwpn aku tu same ngan jwpn doctor ke x..harap2 same la..aminnn..abes 2 paper theory dpt la rehat sehari..*xrehat pn okeyyy*..prepare utk osce OnG pulak..aku sgt3 tkt osce OnG nie sbb aritu time short case aku performe sgt3 xbgus..so osce nie teramatlah memerlukan aku utk perform gle2 bgus ny utk cover blk marks ble da cmpur ngan short case tu nnt..aku fes group..start around 9am cmtu la..ade 6 station OnG n 1 station PPD..mase 5 MINIT SAHAJA..time nie aku ade la rase xfair sket sbb group sblm nie diorg ny mase 7 minit..2 minit tu sgt bermakne okeyyy..ermm tp xpela..dugaan..to be a better doctor perhaps...sepanjang osce nie mmg aku trigger otak gle2 utk pkir dgn cpt n memaksa tgn aku utk tls dgn laju..ade 1 station yg aku sgt2 terkilan sbb slh diagnosis..da bunyi loceng bru aku pasan 1 statement kt soklan yg boley ubah diagnosis aku..tp da xsmpat so aku redha jela ngan kesilapan sndri yg xbce soklan btol2..*nk cpt sgt tkt xckup mase*..huhuhu..so overall aku boley la buat but that was not the best i can..boley wat much better..papepun aku sgt2 berharap doctor2 yg tanda paper aku tu leh la terima sume jwpn aku n bg markah terbaik utk aku..amin insyaALLAH..
then my last paper was on moday 4th April..osce surgery..time nie aku 1st group..start around 9.30 am cmtu..ade 8 stations surgery..2 rest n 1 PPD..ade 3 man station..aku sgt xske man station time osce sbb tkt xsmpt or tkt blurr or tkt dpt doctor yg strict or papejela..haha..pe yg tkt tu jd kenyataan jgk laa..1st station aku kne amek history then examiner ny Mr A***..leh thn strict la kot doctor nie..mule2 mmg cuak tp last2 da xde rase pe da..haha..then ade 1 station kne wat breast examination..examiner ny jeng3...Prof N****A..prof nie mmg specialist in breast n endocrine so of course la die sgt strict..kne jgk la time2 ade slh tu,.tp okey la kot..ntoh..then time PPD lak kne examine by Dr R****A..doctor nie specialist OnG sbena ny..dlm hati apsal la aku asyik dpt doctor2 yg leh thn killer nie..hohoho..tp xpe aku tau doctor2 sume baik hati..kan kan kan..hehe..
skang mmg da xleh watpe slain doa n tawakkal..aku sgt3 tkt kalo *nauzubillah* aku TERPAKSA ulang thn sbb fail exam..tu je yg aku asyik pkir..papepun aku da usaha..aku tau aku xbuat sehabis baik pn time exam..byk lg ilmu dlm otak nie yg xdikeluarkn..kadang2 mmg rase dri sndri bodoh ble xtau or jwb slh time exam..esp utk bende2 yg mmg aku da bce gle2..tp pkir2 blk..ble xtau la bru aku tau pe yg aku ptt tau n ble da wat slh la bru aku tau pe yg perlu dibetulkn..sooo senang cte sume bende yg jd ade hikmah ny..skang nie aku hanye mampu berserah..mengharapkan yg terbaik dari-NYA..aku sgt suke maksud ayat nie~
[surah at-Taubah ayat 129]
sume ny hanya dengan izin ALLAH..insyaALLAH~
ckup la utk mlm nie..da dpt result nnt aku update lg..doakanla aku LULUS ekh..aminnn :))
hmmmm..nx paper aku theory OnG..better than surgery..soklan die agak sng..tp xtau la jwpn aku tu same ngan jwpn doctor ke x..harap2 same la..aminnn..abes 2 paper theory dpt la rehat sehari..*xrehat pn okeyyy*..prepare utk osce OnG pulak..aku sgt3 tkt osce OnG nie sbb aritu time short case aku performe sgt3 xbgus..so osce nie teramatlah memerlukan aku utk perform gle2 bgus ny utk cover blk marks ble da cmpur ngan short case tu nnt..aku fes group..start around 9am cmtu la..ade 6 station OnG n 1 station PPD..mase 5 MINIT SAHAJA..time nie aku ade la rase xfair sket sbb group sblm nie diorg ny mase 7 minit..2 minit tu sgt bermakne okeyyy..ermm tp xpela..dugaan..to be a better doctor perhaps...sepanjang osce nie mmg aku trigger otak gle2 utk pkir dgn cpt n memaksa tgn aku utk tls dgn laju..ade 1 station yg aku sgt2 terkilan sbb slh diagnosis..da bunyi loceng bru aku pasan 1 statement kt soklan yg boley ubah diagnosis aku..tp da xsmpat so aku redha jela ngan kesilapan sndri yg xbce soklan btol2..*nk cpt sgt tkt xckup mase*..huhuhu..so overall aku boley la buat but that was not the best i can..boley wat much better..papepun aku sgt2 berharap doctor2 yg tanda paper aku tu leh la terima sume jwpn aku n bg markah terbaik utk aku..amin insyaALLAH..
then my last paper was on moday 4th April..osce surgery..time nie aku 1st group..start around 9.30 am cmtu..ade 8 stations surgery..2 rest n 1 PPD..ade 3 man station..aku sgt xske man station time osce sbb tkt xsmpt or tkt blurr or tkt dpt doctor yg strict or papejela..haha..pe yg tkt tu jd kenyataan jgk laa..1st station aku kne amek history then examiner ny Mr A***..leh thn strict la kot doctor nie..mule2 mmg cuak tp last2 da xde rase pe da..haha..then ade 1 station kne wat breast examination..examiner ny jeng3...Prof N****A..prof nie mmg specialist in breast n endocrine so of course la die sgt strict..kne jgk la time2 ade slh tu,.tp okey la kot..ntoh..then time PPD lak kne examine by Dr R****A..doctor nie specialist OnG sbena ny..dlm hati apsal la aku asyik dpt doctor2 yg leh thn killer nie..hohoho..tp xpe aku tau doctor2 sume baik hati..kan kan kan..hehe..
skang mmg da xleh watpe slain doa n tawakkal..aku sgt3 tkt kalo *nauzubillah* aku TERPAKSA ulang thn sbb fail exam..tu je yg aku asyik pkir..papepun aku da usaha..aku tau aku xbuat sehabis baik pn time exam..byk lg ilmu dlm otak nie yg xdikeluarkn..kadang2 mmg rase dri sndri bodoh ble xtau or jwb slh time exam..esp utk bende2 yg mmg aku da bce gle2..tp pkir2 blk..ble xtau la bru aku tau pe yg aku ptt tau n ble da wat slh la bru aku tau pe yg perlu dibetulkn..sooo senang cte sume bende yg jd ade hikmah ny..skang nie aku hanye mampu berserah..mengharapkan yg terbaik dari-NYA..aku sgt suke maksud ayat nie~
"Cukuplah ALLAH bagiku, tidak ada Tuha selain DIA. Hanya kepada-NYA aku bertawakkal dan DIA adalah Tuhan yang memiliki 'Arsy yang agung"
[surah at-Taubah ayat 129]
sume ny hanya dengan izin ALLAH..insyaALLAH~
ckup la utk mlm nie..da dpt result nnt aku update lg..doakanla aku LULUS ekh..aminnn :))
Friday, December 31, 2010
2011
so today is 31st December 2010..tomorrow will be a new year..2011~
honestly i feel nothing..haha..but we act da msk a new year mase awal muharram hari tu kn..dat time da mcm2 aku doa..for da past and da future of my life..so tomorrow will be nothing..heh
but talking about 2010..yeahh a lot had happened! finish my pre-clinical year at bandung and enter this whole different environment clinical year in HUKM..its tough! betol serious xtpu!! we are minority..its hard to be a minority okeyy..bkn sng2 je nk msk tmpt org nie..a lot we hve to do..first we hve to adapt ourselves to go through dis clinical year which is far different from how we learned before..mmg pening awal2..blurr xtau nk watpe..then ofcourse kne adapt with whole new surrounding in our kolej..yela dlu pndg kiri kanan dpn blakang sume org indo then ble blk cni kiri kanan dpn blakang sume org warganegara..haha..then ofcourse hve to make new friends..kang org kate aku kera sumbang pulak..but Alhamdulillah..everything goes well..
so kalo ade org tanye azam dis year tercapai x aku mmg xleh jwb..sbb aku pn xtau pe azam aku thn nie..haha..aku bkn jenis org yg suke berazam pn..ill just do what i want..plus aku nk wat pengakuan kt cni yg aku mmg xsabar btol nk tamatkn 2010 nie..bia cpt2 msk 2011..sbb ape?? rahsia...haha..for 2011..im up to sumthing..hopefully ape yg aku rancang nie termakbul la..yela kita hanye merancang..Tuhan yg tentukan..semoga semuanya dipermudahkan & murah2 la sket rezeki aku thn 2011 nie..hehe.
hmm xtau nk merapu ape da..nk smbg marathon grey's anatomy..
so HAPPY 2011 EVERY ONE!!!
honestly i feel nothing..haha..but we act da msk a new year mase awal muharram hari tu kn..dat time da mcm2 aku doa..for da past and da future of my life..so tomorrow will be nothing..heh
but talking about 2010..yeahh a lot had happened! finish my pre-clinical year at bandung and enter this whole different environment clinical year in HUKM..its tough! betol serious xtpu!! we are minority..its hard to be a minority okeyy..bkn sng2 je nk msk tmpt org nie..a lot we hve to do..first we hve to adapt ourselves to go through dis clinical year which is far different from how we learned before..mmg pening awal2..blurr xtau nk watpe..then ofcourse kne adapt with whole new surrounding in our kolej..yela dlu pndg kiri kanan dpn blakang sume org indo then ble blk cni kiri kanan dpn blakang sume org warganegara..haha..then ofcourse hve to make new friends..kang org kate aku kera sumbang pulak..but Alhamdulillah..everything goes well..
so kalo ade org tanye azam dis year tercapai x aku mmg xleh jwb..sbb aku pn xtau pe azam aku thn nie..haha..aku bkn jenis org yg suke berazam pn..ill just do what i want..plus aku nk wat pengakuan kt cni yg aku mmg xsabar btol nk tamatkn 2010 nie..bia cpt2 msk 2011..sbb ape?? rahsia...haha..for 2011..im up to sumthing..hopefully ape yg aku rancang nie termakbul la..yela kita hanye merancang..Tuhan yg tentukan..semoga semuanya dipermudahkan & murah2 la sket rezeki aku thn 2011 nie..hehe.
hmm xtau nk merapu ape da..nk smbg marathon grey's anatomy..
so HAPPY 2011 EVERY ONE!!!
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
i fail
16 November 2010 >> result da kuar n yes i fail..i think i dun like it at all..sape pulak la kt dunia nie suke fail kn..kalo ade yg ckp xkesah pn die tipu je tu..huhu..83 out of about 260 students was failed at least one of the posting..including me..aku fail JKM or name lain ny perubatan masyarakat..5 org je fail posting nie termasukla aku..sedey?? SUMPAH sedey! xtau la cmne aku leh fail posting nie..pnat da aku nanges sepanjang hari..smpai sakit2 da pale sbb byk sgt nanges..nape mesti fail??? only ALLAH knows..meirah said ALLAH adlh sebaik2 perancang..yes i agreed!
td result kuar around 1230 pm kot..xpasti..sape yg lulus name die akn ditampal n yg fail only tampal matric number..privacy la konon ny..im searching for my name..read one by one smbl dlm hati brdoa cptla muncul nama aku..from top till the end of da list..i cant find my name! (mase nie Tuhan je la tau cmne prasaan aku) aku ulang lg..mane tau terskip..tp kalo da mmg xde tu tgk seratus kali pn xkn ade jgk..then aku trus tgk senarai yg fail..mata aku trus trnmpk matric number yg familiar..number 80 G74624..komfem matric number aku n yes aku fail JKM..lame aku tgk..byk kali aku tgk..xckup mata sndri aku pnjam mata org lain suro tgkkn btol x aku fail JKM tu..yela org lain plg2 pn fail medicine tp aku JKM..hmm ntah...xtau pe mslh aku..yg pntg aku mmg fail n ttp kne re-seat paper..huhuhu
smpai skang aku still sedey..nanges smpai bengkak2 mata..xtau nape fail..byk aku pkir..Tuhan nk uji..may be sbb aku da lupe ape rase ny fail..mcm mane perasaan org2 yg fail..selama nie aku slalu bernasib baik..Tuhan da byk pinjamkn aku kejayaan..may be skang utk aku rase kegagalan pulak..hidup kn cm roda..xslama ny kte diatas..so xslama ny aku akn lulus kn..aku terima tu tp hati mane yg xsdey ble rmai kwn2 yg lain lulus..huhu..TAHNIAH for all my friends who PASS! esp my housemates..sorry kalau2 dlu time aku berjaya aku xsensitive ngan perasaan korg..may be skang Tuhan nk aku tau cmne perasaan tu..supaya sume org merasa
mase cari name aku kt list tu..aku nmpk nama Ahmad Muhaymin bin Mohd Othman..Alhamdulillah die lulus..happy sgt2! xsaba gle nk bgtau die..CONGRATS syg..da tau da die msti boley wat..he deserve victory..dlu aku slalu brjaya melebihi die..aku tau die sedey..aku slalu pujuk die ckp xpe..sume tu xpntg..yg pntg kte same2 tau n blaja ape yg ptt kte blaja..tp bru skang aku tau mcm mane prasaan die dlu..same mcm ape yg aku rase skang..atau mungkin lebey sbb die lelaki..hari nie die tau aku sedey..die tau betapa teruk aku akn sedey kalo aku fail..die ade ngan aku..pnjmkn sapu tgn utk lap air mata yg non stop kuar nie..blikn aku coklat..bwk aku jln2..hantar aku blk umah..msj n call aku slalu utk pastikn aku okeyy..he did well..die da wat yg termampu..jz aku yg lom boley terima kenyataan..thank you..i love u..hope after dis we will PASS n success together..so both will be happy n no one will be hurt..aminn
now i just hope dat i will recover soon..xterlalu down n xterlalu pkir kn bende nie..utk lupa tu mmg xkn terjadi..hope aku lbey bersemangt utk surgery n OnG..aku suke both posting! excited blaja..so harap2 fail JKM nie xmembunuh smngt aku..aku tau aku xkn hilang smgt..aku bukan org cmtu..just aku boley sedey utk mase yg lame n tu yg aku xnk..
feel better after wrote all this..have to stop crying now kalo x sembab la mate aku raye esok..huhu..mase utk tenangkn hati..tenangkn minda..kosongkn kepala n rehatkn mata
HAPPY AIDILADHA everyone~
td result kuar around 1230 pm kot..xpasti..sape yg lulus name die akn ditampal n yg fail only tampal matric number..privacy la konon ny..im searching for my name..read one by one smbl dlm hati brdoa cptla muncul nama aku..from top till the end of da list..i cant find my name! (mase nie Tuhan je la tau cmne prasaan aku) aku ulang lg..mane tau terskip..tp kalo da mmg xde tu tgk seratus kali pn xkn ade jgk..then aku trus tgk senarai yg fail..mata aku trus trnmpk matric number yg familiar..number 80 G74624..komfem matric number aku n yes aku fail JKM..lame aku tgk..byk kali aku tgk..xckup mata sndri aku pnjam mata org lain suro tgkkn btol x aku fail JKM tu..yela org lain plg2 pn fail medicine tp aku JKM..hmm ntah...xtau pe mslh aku..yg pntg aku mmg fail n ttp kne re-seat paper..huhuhu
smpai skang aku still sedey..nanges smpai bengkak2 mata..xtau nape fail..byk aku pkir..Tuhan nk uji..may be sbb aku da lupe ape rase ny fail..mcm mane perasaan org2 yg fail..selama nie aku slalu bernasib baik..Tuhan da byk pinjamkn aku kejayaan..may be skang utk aku rase kegagalan pulak..hidup kn cm roda..xslama ny kte diatas..so xslama ny aku akn lulus kn..aku terima tu tp hati mane yg xsdey ble rmai kwn2 yg lain lulus..huhu..TAHNIAH for all my friends who PASS! esp my housemates..sorry kalau2 dlu time aku berjaya aku xsensitive ngan perasaan korg..may be skang Tuhan nk aku tau cmne perasaan tu..supaya sume org merasa
mase cari name aku kt list tu..aku nmpk nama Ahmad Muhaymin bin Mohd Othman..Alhamdulillah die lulus..happy sgt2! xsaba gle nk bgtau die..CONGRATS syg..da tau da die msti boley wat..he deserve victory..dlu aku slalu brjaya melebihi die..aku tau die sedey..aku slalu pujuk die ckp xpe..sume tu xpntg..yg pntg kte same2 tau n blaja ape yg ptt kte blaja..tp bru skang aku tau mcm mane prasaan die dlu..same mcm ape yg aku rase skang..atau mungkin lebey sbb die lelaki..hari nie die tau aku sedey..die tau betapa teruk aku akn sedey kalo aku fail..die ade ngan aku..pnjmkn sapu tgn utk lap air mata yg non stop kuar nie..blikn aku coklat..bwk aku jln2..hantar aku blk umah..msj n call aku slalu utk pastikn aku okeyy..he did well..die da wat yg termampu..jz aku yg lom boley terima kenyataan..thank you..i love u..hope after dis we will PASS n success together..so both will be happy n no one will be hurt..aminn
now i just hope dat i will recover soon..xterlalu down n xterlalu pkir kn bende nie..utk lupa tu mmg xkn terjadi..hope aku lbey bersemangt utk surgery n OnG..aku suke both posting! excited blaja..so harap2 fail JKM nie xmembunuh smngt aku..aku tau aku xkn hilang smgt..aku bukan org cmtu..just aku boley sedey utk mase yg lame n tu yg aku xnk..
feel better after wrote all this..have to stop crying now kalo x sembab la mate aku raye esok..huhu..mase utk tenangkn hati..tenangkn minda..kosongkn kepala n rehatkn mata
HAPPY AIDILADHA everyone~
Monday, November 8, 2010
from HOME~
hye2..im HOME! cuti sem..tp semggu je..huhu..so cuti sem means aku da brjaya abeskn 1 sem kt hukm nie..da abes 2 posting which is internal medicine n JKM..da abes je..lulus ke x tu lom tau lg..result will coming out on 12/11..yup dis FRIDAY! cuak mmg cuak..tp da xleh watpe..just leh doa n tawakal hopefully everything will goes well..aminnn~
ble cuti cm biase la..mmg aku boring xtau nk watpe..dok umah tdo mkn tgk tv..tu je yg aku tau..nk bce bku mmg jauh skali laa..haha..xpe2..nnt da nek sem bru focus blk okeyyy! hmm after nie aku posting surgery..xtau la cmne posting tu..yg aku tau doctor2 surgery ensem2 n baik2..tu aku dgr drpd bdk2 nie la..haha xde keje kn..
watever it is..aku nk focus n study btol2 pasni..*tiap kali lps exam msti wat azam bru tp hampeh jgk*..haha tp kali nie aku serious..serious jgk laa..learn from mistake..exam aritu xsusah sbena ny..IF aku btol2 blaja ape yg aku ptt blaja laa..im wasting time toooo much n xserious ble wat workshop..patutny aku leh master sume disease yg dibincangkn during workshop tp??? huhu my bad..
start from now on..ive plan..*b4 dis pn ade je plan tp slalu xmenjadi..hoho*..but now a serious plan! on my study..on my financial n of cause on my future as well..so i'll work out on my plan seriously..xmau separuh jln da..mesti smpai abes n msti smpai berhasil! ingat ye!!!
okeyyy that's it..xtau nk tls pe da..nk smbg marathon ANTM~tata
p/s: doakn i PASS both internal medicine n JKM posting plssss..huhu
ble cuti cm biase la..mmg aku boring xtau nk watpe..dok umah tdo mkn tgk tv..tu je yg aku tau..nk bce bku mmg jauh skali laa..haha..xpe2..nnt da nek sem bru focus blk okeyyy! hmm after nie aku posting surgery..xtau la cmne posting tu..yg aku tau doctor2 surgery ensem2 n baik2..tu aku dgr drpd bdk2 nie la..haha xde keje kn..
watever it is..aku nk focus n study btol2 pasni..*tiap kali lps exam msti wat azam bru tp hampeh jgk*..haha tp kali nie aku serious..serious jgk laa..learn from mistake..exam aritu xsusah sbena ny..IF aku btol2 blaja ape yg aku ptt blaja laa..im wasting time toooo much n xserious ble wat workshop..patutny aku leh master sume disease yg dibincangkn during workshop tp??? huhu my bad..
start from now on..ive plan..*b4 dis pn ade je plan tp slalu xmenjadi..hoho*..but now a serious plan! on my study..on my financial n of cause on my future as well..so i'll work out on my plan seriously..xmau separuh jln da..mesti smpai abes n msti smpai berhasil! ingat ye!!!
okeyyy that's it..xtau nk tls pe da..nk smbg marathon ANTM~tata
p/s: doakn i PASS both internal medicine n JKM posting plssss..huhu
Thursday, October 28, 2010
short case!
29/10/2010-->short case medicine group 2
as mentioned above..today ive been having short case examination..well not good la since i got cranial nerve exam which kinda hard for me..a lil bit konfius nk komfemkn finding which nerve yg affected..plus not well prepared pn..focus too much for other systems then kantoi on cranial nerve..sedey :(
act xsusah sgt pn..tp doc keep on asking things dat i dun really read bout dat..where's the lesion..cerebrum? cerebellum? brainstem? which nerve will u test further? what investigation to confirm diagnosis? ade la yg btol aku jwb tp ade jgk need 2nd 3rd answer..xbest la ble xdpt jwb btol2..huhu
another exam got cvs..IE patient..okeyy la..did well la kot tp still ade soklan yg slh jwb..malignant hypertension can cause MR? which book u read? through it away..haha..pndai2 je aku..seb bek lps tu dpt jwb yg btol..sory doc andrea..haishhh ssh tol nk perfect
so skang aku pasrah jela..tawakal..xleh nk watpe da pn kn..hopefully doc ckup baik hati luluskn aku n ofcourse sume ny dgn izin ALLAH..lps nie nk focus utk OSCE lak..then holiday~yeayyy..chaiyok2 cici!!
as mentioned above..today ive been having short case examination..well not good la since i got cranial nerve exam which kinda hard for me..a lil bit konfius nk komfemkn finding which nerve yg affected..plus not well prepared pn..focus too much for other systems then kantoi on cranial nerve..sedey :(
act xsusah sgt pn..tp doc keep on asking things dat i dun really read bout dat..where's the lesion..cerebrum? cerebellum? brainstem? which nerve will u test further? what investigation to confirm diagnosis? ade la yg btol aku jwb tp ade jgk need 2nd 3rd answer..xbest la ble xdpt jwb btol2..huhu
another exam got cvs..IE patient..okeyy la..did well la kot tp still ade soklan yg slh jwb..malignant hypertension can cause MR? which book u read? through it away..haha..pndai2 je aku..seb bek lps tu dpt jwb yg btol..sory doc andrea..haishhh ssh tol nk perfect
so skang aku pasrah jela..tawakal..xleh nk watpe da pn kn..hopefully doc ckup baik hati luluskn aku n ofcourse sume ny dgn izin ALLAH..lps nie nk focus utk OSCE lak..then holiday~yeayyy..chaiyok2 cici!!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
JKM --> Medicine
Assalamualaikum..So da lame sgt aku x menulis..byk sbenany nk tls tp jari2 aku ni sgt mls utk menaip..so before its too late..HAPPY RAMADHAN to all muslims in this world..Malaysians specifically..da 3 years aku puase kt Indon..bkk pose..sahur..masak sume sndri..so yg bestny thn nie dapat puase kt umah!!! Kebetulan 1st few days puase aku cuti..mmg masyuk laa puase kt umah..dpt melantak mcm2..haha xsdr dri da gemuk..berat da naik brkilo2..watever laa..yg pntg HAPPY! heh..
16/9 ni aku da start msk posting bru..InMed or name pnjangny internal medicine..agak cuak jgk since aku xprepare pape lg..yg aku da prepare is muke tebal n telinga tuli..preparation kalo2 nk kne marah..bgus kn aku..ngee~hmm before nie aku posting JKM aka jabatan kesihatan masyarakat..in my opinion JKM nie is all about prevention..yela kalo doctor2 kt hospital tu akn jmpe org yg mmg da skt..so their job is to care n cure..but JKM is dealing wif ppl who sick or even healthy..they prevent them from having the disease n control..dis is one of my viva ques btw..
basically JKM biase jela..senior asyik ckp HAWAII so aku pn set mind mmg hawaii btol la..padahal xpun! huhu..1st 3 weeks mmg bosan gle xtau nk watpe..plg2 pn pnat weekend laa sbb kne g survey..then after dat sgtla byk reports n presentation yg kne wat..yg best ny in group..so kurang sket la beban tu..but still durhhh..
So its Thursday already..esok da jumaat then sabtu n ahad..da kne blk KTDI..oooops i mean PRISMA..heh..will start new things..will face new situations..will have new stories..hope everything will goes well..since its RAMADAN so leh doa byk2 for da best! hmm da pnat..stop till here..nitey ^^
16/9 ni aku da start msk posting bru..InMed or name pnjangny internal medicine..agak cuak jgk since aku xprepare pape lg..yg aku da prepare is muke tebal n telinga tuli..preparation kalo2 nk kne marah..bgus kn aku..ngee~hmm before nie aku posting JKM aka jabatan kesihatan masyarakat..in my opinion JKM nie is all about prevention..yela kalo doctor2 kt hospital tu akn jmpe org yg mmg da skt..so their job is to care n cure..but JKM is dealing wif ppl who sick or even healthy..they prevent them from having the disease n control..dis is one of my viva ques btw..
basically JKM biase jela..senior asyik ckp HAWAII so aku pn set mind mmg hawaii btol la..padahal xpun! huhu..1st 3 weeks mmg bosan gle xtau nk watpe..plg2 pn pnat weekend laa sbb kne g survey..then after dat sgtla byk reports n presentation yg kne wat..yg best ny in group..so kurang sket la beban tu..but still durhhh..
So its Thursday already..esok da jumaat then sabtu n ahad..da kne blk KTDI..oooops i mean PRISMA..heh..will start new things..will face new situations..will have new stories..hope everything will goes well..since its RAMADAN so leh doa byk2 for da best! hmm da pnat..stop till here..nitey ^^
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